117 | lost and not found.

i've been thinking what i'm gonna write here.. cause my brain is now fully packed with problems. Yesterday was quite miserable when i just knew that i've lost my wallet in the afternoon. cuai banar. I really think i misplaced it somewhere when i was about to commit zuhor prayer at the mosque, maybe when i was obluting. After zuhor prayer, i've checked my pockets, the wallet wasn't inside, but i didn't notice that i brought my wallet along. I realised it when I woke up from sleep at 430 in the afternoon. Went straight to the airport at first, then straight to the mosque where i lost my wallet. I've searched it in every corner of the mosque as possible, been asking the people inside, but.. the wallet couldn't be found.. so sad man!! really.. depressed.. 0.0'' it truly saddings me.. i'm screwed..

then rushed to the airport to attend our farewell meet, aleef is heading for manchester and will be back next year.. i think he is on his flight now to Dubai to transit. i hope he's doing just fine.. so long bro.. heheh. i just spent about 10 minutes in the airport, broke my fasting there, then rushed to Gadong, where my friends, Ross and Mallyanah, were waiting for me to have our sungkai together. We're lacking communication as my line was out of credits. shit. i got there, Mister Pizza, when they had finished eating, while i had lost my appetite to eat, though i was extremely hungry in the afternoon.

I went to police station to make a police report reference with ross after sending malyanah home. We had been in the police station for quite long. I lost 5 important items, my IC and ATM cards. So five reports to be taken as references to the banks and the immigration centre. Along with the five items, i have lost my precious things like pictures. :(

We decided to come over alep's house cause ross had something to tell him. Instead of staying at his house, we decided to bring him along to have sahur at sempurna restaurant in Rimba. we stayed there till 1 plus in the morning.

they cheered me up. hehe

back at home at 145am.

been thinking positively...

103 | friday.

(: i watched a dvd in the morning right after i woke up. i just watched the menu last night, then fell to sleep.. and wasted the electricity for hours. haha. Maybe i just could not bear the heavy drowsiness. ahahaha. The dvd named 'the other boleyn girl'. It was good. yeah good. and sad. :( ahaha. it's the story of Queen Elizabeth the second's mother. Her mother was a witch that dares to have a sex with her brother. But they didn't. haha. well that's not the main point of the story. She's not really a witch, that was what the crowd called her. don't understand what i've said? go watch the movie.. :D

at 4, i had a squash match with aleef and minol so at 2 i took nap for awhile. Suprisingly, i didn't wake up till minol shocked me up till death at 5. FIVE? HAHAHA. He was laughing, and i was so sloww, like, 'uh? did i do something funny? 0.0' . then the bulb lights up, oh! shit!!! ahaha.. SQUASH! ahaha.. what a duper rush that i made myself ready for 15 minutes. ahaha. since i had no idea what to wear. ahaha. they had been waiting for an hour for me. but me? still snoring.. had a such a wondeerful dream.. ahahaha. sorry guys. huhu. =.='

SQUASH? hoho! it was tiring but fun! ahaha. i'm addicted. ahaha. its been a while that i had not involved in sports. ahaha. After smashing the wall with that tiny black ball, we went to Lamee, to eat the mee, apakan.. ahahaha. well the food tastes good. haha. the floats. :) . the cream that they put on my drinks, milo, made me feel dizzy, hehe a bit. And now, i am still dizzy. ahaha. anyway, thanks leef, for bringing us out. Sorry i have made your car phobia to 'hills' ahaha. When i was about to hit the car behind when my jokes turned to lame. HAHA. forgot to press the brake instead of pulling the handbrakes. ahaha.

okay.. thats all for now, i have to go to my cousin's house, to have a party! ahaha.. nadalah.. my cousin, hallem, will have his 'majlis bersanding' this sunday. wohoo! :D so tonight, we're preparing for the day. provide hands to help. ;D

bah bah.. ;)

102 | wuhuu..

i have enjoyed, really enjoyed, for the past two evenings. haha. ^^, ahaha. the day before yesterday's evening was my spontaneously outing with ross, hehe, ^^, the root plan was with my friends of pteb, but they had gone home before we arrived. Despite, we had a lot of fun together, lalala.. enjoying karaoke-ing in the new arcade, happy arcade, taking pictures in the new photography box. ahaha.. wuhuu~ that was fun.. xD
the next day, yesterday. was really hectic in the morning till noon, i was late again and i hate of being late, but i didn't go for any registration, so i was considered as absent, didn't attend the class of JY and she spotted me when i was waiting for my brother and got lectured.. my brother fetched me late for an hour due to miscommunication. ahaha. i was in school just to get the school's official chop for my applying form of Edexcel O level for english, yet deputy principal told me that we, the economics student who haven't got a credit for english, have the chances to take the english exam in November. But it was denied by the officer in MOE, though i went back to the MOE and School many times, it's helpless. ABIS SAJA MINYAK. wasted. i was so tired.. -.- really damn tired.

then i turned myself into hibernation right after i reached my bed and snored. halfly woke up at 330 and was still struggling to wake up till 4. ahaha. I had to fetch ross at school at 430 as promise and had to get ready before 415! Then straight went to ross's house and waited for her to change her appearance. There, her sister lended me a dvd named 'the other boleyn girl'. Alep, the classmate of 5b06, asked us for a movie to watch, so yesterday was the day. we fetched alep at 5 minutes to 6. We arrived at the mall a bit late, and i had to fetch my sister at her school at 9, so we cancelled to watch a movie. Ate for our dinner at jolibee, there i bumped into a hot long lost friend. She was with her friends. haha.

-sham ! KISS. (keep it short and simple)- am i giving too much details? hahaha

okay okay. that night was wholy fun! we were singing 9 songs! most of them required us to scream, especially me, i screamed a lot, like a paranoid. kicking the stress away. ahaha. I was really highh in that box of singing. ^^, never been that high.

-cut the story after- too much fun.. xD

went back to home at 10:32pm.. aahaha..

slept at 2.

100 | english.. ::

should i be proud that i've published 100 posts? hahaha.. no.

eh today, morning was a rush as always, late!! late!! late!! =.='

JY was absent again, still on her sick leave. she made me curious. ahaha. =/

today is our last day of having lunch together. not the last actually, but the last lunch that all of us could attend, i mean, none of my buddies has a ps for block 4. i have taken pictures as for memories. lala. i know it sounds not important, but it is to me. ;p

enough school.

after school, i went straight to the moe, to get me clear of what i heard from my friend that who are taking economics Alevel are not allowed to take english O level. this is because of these two subjects got clashed on the same date and the same time. And it is so unfair. He, an officer in moe, said that, last year, they were blamed for allowing both examinations of O & A level to be taken by a candidate on different registration codes. I had arguments with him, but i lost. No matter how much the facts/proofs that i've told him, he won't give any consideration. should i curse him into a fried pork? =.=' nevermind..

my brother offers me to take the IELTS, but it's too expensive, moreover it's valid for only two years. hmmm..

stop about english. barimalu saja. haha.

okay

p/s: sorry for being ignorant if i did.

pictures will be uploaded in the next post.. okay. :D

i miss them, the lovelies.

97 | nothing particular..

results were out yesterday.. and it's beyond my expectation. i got a D for my english. hoho. O level lagi tu. what a shame!! anyway. i fetched ross yesterday at her school as i wanted her to accompany me in browsing the UK education exhibition, Rizqun. With what my results are now, it's hard to apply any university in UK. No english no scholarship. haha sudah lah!

anyway.. there i bumped into , a friend that i've never talked for a long time, dyana. hehs, and some of the pteb-ians. ehhe.

after that, I and Ross, dropped by alif's house as we're wondering how he had been doing in such a long time. Since he had not seen us for awhile, he treated us a dinner at warung nearby ross's house (we requested there), i only got 80 cents in my pocket, 60 cents in ross's, as if he knew that we're broke. We spent hours talking about life. yes, life is getting difficult as we grow older, more complicated perhaps.

back at home at 930 after fetching my sister off from IGS, kiulap. All of a sudden, alone led me went emo to think about my english. HAHAHA. menangis cam babi kaliah. ahaha. no, i DIDN'T cry, just sad and disappointed. ahaha. $190 wasted. $190 costs a lot for me.. =/

anyhow, all i can say is, Alhamdulillah for what I've got. Besyukur tah tu.

congrats for who got their english O level credit or better and who passed their AS.. (:.

k so long wonderful creatures.

16 | hello.

apparently, this blog is relatively inactive somehow, hee.

another thursday just gone hectic, despite the weather is so lovely, i still feel tired. hehe. have you seen my face on the news?? yang 14th april?? ahaha.. dari tadi mengambang nya ani, besa kesakaian, it's about the 300 plants were planted in BERAKAS FOREST RESERVE. save the forest save the world =8> i was doing charity works. so sweet isn't it? =D

i'm participating again in the nasheed inter-school competition, the nasheed song was created by Hazmi - super senior, the song is fine.

econs was sucks tadi, i don't like to figure out the answer of the question paper that we did and the marks are not yet revealed, thus, i lost my confidence a lot. maths was ok.. ;)

for accounting students, try this out. i'm a bit confused herreee..

what is the below that is not shown in the cash flow statement for the financial year?

a. taxation charged for the financial year
b. proposed dividend in the last year
c. issue of debenture at nominal value in the financial year
d. purchase of new plant and machinery in the financial year

i answered at first, b, but then changed it to c, haizz.. antaaaaahhh.. :S ahaha.. antam lah labuuu~ -the real ans is a.

the sunset was so enchanting, we saw how the sun drops obviously. at that time we're having tuition thou, arah madam goh, i become more interested to attend her class, she told us that her student just hit the top score of maths as for the last year. its a BIG top! top of the WORLD, the top in brunei, is that possible for me to have likewise?

oh yea, i learned an unpleasant phrase from my english teacher thou, 'for the f*ck sake', he's the only one who spit out that words that i ever seen and heard?? ahaha.. rugget eh, he always curses people indeed, and f*ck is his fav word, despite he's a teacher. what a nice role model to all..

i went to yayasan after tuition, there were korean tourists browsing the building, i played guitar hero while waiting for my sisters to finish with their nano-shopping haha. it's hilarious that i saw korean lady impatiently bought shirts like there's no tomorrow. no matter how small it sizes, and how big is her body, she just fit it into her body, the salesgirl was a bit hostile to the fussy customers. after all, yayasan needs more advertisement and new attracting shops. i remembered how yayasan was first opened, it was a place that i was craving to go to. now?? 1st time tah ku kesana ni, for this year.. ahahaha

-adios

15 | whats behind the hectic day?

i hardly woke up in the morning just in a rush way cause i have to get all my things ready for our nasheed inter-house competition in the afternoon. since i and my sister are to be sent together by my mother, i have to spend my so called leisure time waiting for her to be done with her work-appearance (?). so arrived at school almost late, i spent just a few minutes in the registration room. and followed by my 'accounting' class! < note this class, we were doing the same exercise as we did yesterdayy since the exercise that she(msJY) would give us was not yet been covered by us. then my economics class, hmm, we're revising for the assessment through the MCQs made by him (sir) and continued marking yesterday's data response. then break =D, BUT i have to attend the meeting of nasheeds inter-school in the multipurpose hall, but the meeting wasn't there indeed, the announcement was such a deceit? or the venue was changed. moreover, i failed to attend the meeting of this sunday activities in hutan simpan Berakas on the assembly point. uhuhu. then i went to library to have my lovely PS. i planned to complete the questions that i unable to answer in the common assignment worksheet. the rectangle tables in the library were fully occupied, so we just sit on the carrels in the silence study area. just before i sit down, i was feeling my trouser's pocket, something just ain't fulfilled the touch, in my right pocket, hmm my wallet, then in my left pocket, hmmm, i was wondering, hmmm, where's my mobile!! oh sh*t! i couldn't believed i was that careless to lose it.. i started to panic all around the huge school, and fahmi had to lend me his handphone to help. i went to my economic class, and ms jessy was having her class at that time, i was so afraid to tell her of what i had lost, then i went out from that class with words of ''you better find it, i suggest you tell your teachers to help'' from ms jessy. then i passed my registration class on my way to my accounting class, all of a sudden, i stopped my step, and heard voices of student in the class, it sounds like they were not having their teachers around, so i opened the door, and greatly they are my registration classmate, so i got somebody break my loneliness in finding it, ahha, in that class, i call my handphone by fahmi's hp while calling my home's line by my other friend's, so two handphones were on both of my ears. the line of mine finally was answered by unknown voices that i couldn't hear after several times i call my line with no answered. and then the line was hung up! then i called back, but the operator of telbru answered it, ooo godd, i start to tear down? ahaha, i thought it was stolen by someone, cause it's a routine for the stealer to turn off the mobiles after they have stolen (yea of course) cause my brother's hp was ended up like that also, stolen, and so my sister. and was this my turn ? haizzz.. back to my story, i stuck just outside of the accounting class and saw my teacher of acct,ms JY, was teaching there, doubtfully i saw some students really realised about my arrival, and somehow they're all pointed at ms JY, emm, i guess the hp was with her, so i knocked the door, but she didn't allowed to disturb her class =(. and its grateful that the phone was with her if not, i would cry? haha so then i went back to library and continued my maths works so rush. after my PS, i went back to the class and met ms JY, and she asked to meet ms. missy to get it back and have her approval, then ms JY did catwalk(jokes!) on the pathway she always do , with my phone hanging on her hand. so i rush up again to my english class, i didn't really attend the class, and i always go out during the lesson with an image of someone is having his stomach-ache. ahaha. since he was not really care about the inflow or outflow of the students in his class, ahaha, i went out just want to meet ms jessy, i was really having hard time with tina, infront of the student affairs room, i just can't get myself in it! after several trials, finally i did open the door, but then, i was asked to meet deputy principal, wth?? errrghhh!!!!!!! toinkk ! during the lunch, i went to the staff lagi kan jumpa deputy, but then i saw 'undesirable to all' person beside him, so i guess later saja, then i have to go to the hall to have some practice, then rushed my lunch off, i was having a snack, a bun and a coconut juice for my lunch. so i served them in my maths class, and unable to finish it all. then my maths teacher had to rush his teaching after knowing that we'll gonna leave the class soon. RUSH! then i rush rush again to the hall, to get my perform-attire on. but then, sinjang inda cukupP!!! since we have uniformed sinjang, haiya, then pikir2, last2 solo lah pakai one of a kind punya sinjang in the group. after that i met deputy and he asked me to bring my parent in order to get my phone back, and he decided to meet him after the event. i was hambus2 dapan ia kengalehannn after kesana ke sini ke sana sini.. issh. then back to the hall and performed =D we did quite well, however, on the stage, the perfomance ain't that better as in the previous practice. nervous is totally attributed to it. and less practice maybe? and we began to worried that wijaya's team was doing pretty well too. we really had a bad time, especially our solo, he made some mistakes and so do us. BUTTTT!!! unpredictably!! we won the competition!!! and the teeth of mahkota's team are shining around the hall. ahahahha. labih.. ahaha, and moreover our female team also won the female nasheed! weee!!! mahkota wins again? champion? and it's a fact :D bek adang mengambang~ haha

after the event, my mother arrived to meet deputy principal, then i wrote a promising statement, uh? i hate the rule that really doesn't make sense to not bring hp in school despite the fact that we, students, really need hp to communicate each other within the school, moreover the school is huge. to bring hp is very convenience tho but apa leh buat.. obey saja tia?? ahaha

waaah, this post really makes plenty of words, what a long post isn't it? does it show that i was having a long 'journey' in the school today?? huhu.. erkkkk??????? o.O sorry i've made this post so boring and wordy. i have no pictures uploaded here, cause my hp wasn't with me ;p and now it is.