Undying hope.

He flied up, as he could with the broken left wing, after he heard the rumbling sound of engine fading. He closed his eyes hoping that he could not feel the pain till he reached the sky. He realized as he opened it, he didn't even know where is north, east and west. With this much little hope in his heart, he roamed the sky, as he wished the island would appear in a sudden. He hardly fought with his instinct that he could not make it through. And probably, that destination is just a fairytale.

it's not the end of the hope.

A bird was flying across the ocean, against the hard wind and time, reaching a destination. An island, that is believed where serenity and love are presented. He thought, he was close after he saw a small spot on the edge of his sight of the sea. He flapped his wings enthusiastically too hard to get a closer look. Disappointingly, it was a pirate ship. He was gunned, his wing was a little broken and turned himself slightly flightless. He fell to the wide sea, and trying to be out of sight. He is lost now. Doubting whether to let him drown or thrust up to the sky, and continue the journey. A journey, that he is even not sure.

nice song indeed. ^^

"I Did It For You"

Today's not the same
As every day
It's far from ordinary
The pain I endure
You're my cure
But my mistakes have led me
Far away from you...

You turn away
From all those things
That I've been trying to say
And all those promises
I shouldn't have made
I did it for you

My open mind
Feelings I just can't reconcile
My heart's on a string
These broken wings
You knew I'd be so fragile
Far away from you...

You turn away
From all those things
That I've been trying to say
And all those promises
I shouldn't have made
I did it for you

I searched my soul
And all these feelings
That I can't control
And you're the one thing
That can make me whole
I did it for you

Try to let you know
Try to let you know
Try to let you know...

Today is not the same
As everyday
It's far from ordinary...

You turn away
From all those things
That I've been trying to say
And all those promises
I shouldn't have made
I did it for you

Oh I searched my soul
And all these feelings
That I can't control
And you're the one thing
That can make me whole
I did it for you...
I did it for you...
I did it for you...

You're the one thing that can make me whole
I did it for you...

typical world.

This nagging thoughts keep asking why the world has to be cruel - unfair. Why sweet things have to be limited. Why there is always a sad ending to these things. Are there bad consequences to be faced of having a sweet day? Why it has to be less, when it has gained its value? Is this some kind of jealousy? I am totally out of my mind.

seeking for an answer,
sham'18

definitely Random.

just it. random.

Obviously, I got loads of works to do, but somehow, I found a date stamper. It was never been used since..

hahahaha! mem you should see this!

a twist in your story,
sham'18

a geek, seems to be born.

Currently, I am reading a book, Twilight, lend from and owned by inspiring friend, Fifah. I have read two chapters of it. I like the character of Isabella Swan. She's a mystery, who has odd ideas and attitudes, and sometimes a loser, not entirely. Interesting though. I feel a bit geeker now as I drag it to all places that possible for me to encounter an unoccupied space of time. I no care what people think, cause I have my own perception. =) My english oral test is on the 23rd. I have done a little too bit of practise. Wish me luck.

and it's still 5:19, feeling alone, I miss you.
sham'18

a continuous one.

I just watched this video and smiled at it. hehehs.



got it from Ady's G750i (=__=") phone.